Now I am back to my hostel and  life at college is running as usual. This year we have placement season coming up soon after this semester . New ideas , new ambitions , new dreams are flourishing but along with the fear that information sector tumbling  speedly. Worries , anxiety and fear of job is all in our mind nowadays . But i dont know what is my mind upto because i have not planned anything yet. I always wanted to do MBA  and started preparing for  it last year. But every time my enthusiasm dies in the midst. poor me!!!    Dear god help me out in setting my goals and fulfilling them with full energy.

I dont know when do we fall in love….do god leaves omens?? Or we ourselves find the way of recognizing our
love .I think when we are in love …we do not think what is right , what is wrong! we spend long sleepless
nights in recollecting those sweet and lovely moments spent with our beloved…and badly waiting for the
next day to again feel the aroma of that sweet odor of our beloved that spreads across the whole ambiance
around us…some feeling can’t be molded in the shape of a word …these are such feelings.

Finding True love???
where and since when?
In your school days…how many times u liked your own class mate but afraid of expressing your love.
In your college days ,,u liked the girl of your batch..unfortunately as u did not say anything to her.she became your best friend’s girlfriend. delinquent even now???
U will hardly find a true love around…but that doesn’t mean it does not exist….
when u find some one with whom u can share your life…dont let that person go..just go and say..
three little heaven bought words..and your life will be changed.

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd (the crowd)
Try as they may they can never define
Whats been said between your heart and mine

you say it best when you say nothing at all

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Lets me know that you need me..

A lovely heart touching song by Ronan Keating.

2.second class—->MISSED

Thank god…i  had already asked  veeru for proxy . So finally woke up at 2 pm . At 3 we had OOM’s lab. Terrific!!! Rohit agarwal is our subject teacher .I don’t remember when did he laugh for the last time. They say that he is dipsomaniac and a chain smoker which can be judged by the marks left on his right hand by the cigarettes (I have seen it …believe me). He never smiles ..he is never distracted …always busy in his own work. But when it comes to screw students he is a consummate in this field. I dont know what is wrong with this guy…(may be his wife does not fulfill his sexual needs or she must be a virago). Last semester out of 63 students more than 30 students got D grade in his lab exam.

Today we had OOM’s lab and seriously our team had no idea how to fool that martinet. He always wants  a stiff and firm presentation about “CLASSES” and their implimentation. Man!!! we were screwed at the time when he started probing into the details of of our last week work. (Infact our matter was frivolous ) )..Joker came in his claw unfortunately!!! He fucked him them moved towards the leader —vidya..he somehow handled the situation..   After  this so called “endless” presentation ….we got relief from that big fucker.

I always keep a backup of those things which i think are important. I had already made the synopsis a day before because i had no faith on kushal. Ultimately the synopsis which i made helped me. I went to our mentor DR PAVAN CHAKRABORTY who finally signed the synopsis . Now the only thing which  left was the submission of our synopsis to HOD(HEAD OF DEPARTMENT). I gave this task of submission to kushal ,so that he could do atleast this little work. So he did.

Addressing a mammoth gathering at the tourist reception centre here, Gillani said there was “no solution to the Kashmir issue other than merger with Pakistan”.

“We are Pakistanis and Pakistan is us because we are tied with the country through Islam,” he roared, as the crowd cheered him and chanted: “Hum Pakistani hain, Pakistan hamara hai” (We are Pakistanis, Pakistan is ours).

Srinagar streets on Monday danced to the tune of ‘‘jeeve jeeve Pakistan” as frenzied youth chanted ‘‘teri jaan meri jaan, Pakistan, Pakistan” and the Polo Ground resonated to the rhythm of ‘‘teri mandi, meri mandi, Rawalpindi, Rawalpindi”.

But then came the twist. Giddy by the success of bringing secession back on the agenda, Geelani committed the indiscretion of coronating himself as the leader of the ‘azadi’ flock.
Quite a bungle it was. The boast pricked the sensitive egos of the rest in the secessionist choir and the rift became visible within no time, perhaps creating an opening for the government to try and salvage its chestnuts out of the fire. Geelani’s unilateralism left the likes of Mirwaiz Umer Farooq, Yasin Malik and Shabbir Shah miffed and they left the scene without submitting the memorandum to the UN Military Observer’s office, for which the march was called in the first place

I wonder sometimes…that in today’s world everyone has a different perspective …..for some of the people world is full of capricious people , full of greed ,minions, infidels …no hope… no fructification of good deeds. But my thoughts are different…if you want to seek love…..just look around you …like in airport.  The passengers who after traveling overseas and crossing thousand of miles  get to meet their kins after such a long period of time…do they posses any antipathy or hostility in their hearts ..by any means ..no!!.not at all.

love is actually …”uncertain”. You may sometimes never get an idea that the person with whom you talk daily..or perhaps work with is like the whole world to you.

I had many -2 friends in my school days..but they were just like flash in the pan…now they are busy in their life …and I m busy in mine. joined  college 2 years back…there are students who burn their candle at both ends but I m an average student with lots of B’s in my grade.  My college friends says I m very much amiable..and I think too that I m bit extrovert..god knows what factor will help me in placements…my ability to adapt myself to the situation or my dreadful grades.

Its been 2 years in college and I haven’t achieved my niche in academic world. I m just a simple guy who is notable when it comes to dance or liveliness . May be I can live with that!!!

B POSITIVE...LIFE WILL SOMEDAY LOOK UPON U