Happy new year(2009) dear kitty!!

First of all…i want to wish a very happy and cherishing new year 2009  to my so called E-diary .   Well it is after a long time that i am writing my blog. so much has happened to me last year. Some wonderful hilarious moments, some unforgetful funny moments..some deep sorrows but nothing  let me down . I got upset sometimes , heart pounded at nervous situation but they were all tides in moonlight like flash in the pan. But to sum up,the year was the sack of unforgetful memories. This year i had my brother’s marriage which went euphorically . Every one in blithe mood, especially my brother ) . Initially i was having doubt that how would dad do all the arrangments since me and my brother both were busy at that time and out of home. But dad is master of all situation. He arranged all the functions properly and  everthing was smooth .

Now I am back to my hostel and  life at college is running as usual. This year we have placement season coming up soon after this semester . New ideas , new ambitions , new dreams are flourishing but along with the fear that information sector tumbling  speedly. Worries , anxiety and fear of job is all in our mind nowadays . But i dont know what is my mind upto because i have not planned anything yet. I always wanted to do MBA  and started preparing for  it last year. But every time my enthusiasm dies in the midst. poor me!!!    Dear god help me out in setting my goals and fulfilling them with full energy.

Love will find a way …

Chaahe Jo Tumhe Poore Dil Se
Milta Hai Woh Mushkil Se
Aisa Jo Koi Kahin Hai
Bas Vahi Sabse Hasin Hai
Us Haath Ko Tum Thaam Lo
Woh Meherbaan Kal Ho Na Ho
Har Pal Yahan
Jee Bhar Jiyo Jo Hai Sama
Kal Ho Na Ho

I dont know when do we fall in love….do god leaves omens?? Or we ourselves find the way of recognizing our
love .I think when we are in love …we do not think what is right , what is wrong! we spend long sleepless
nights in recollecting those sweet and lovely moments spent with our beloved…and badly waiting for the
next day to again feel the aroma of that sweet odor of our beloved that spreads across the whole ambiance
around us…some feeling can’t be molded in the shape of a word …these are such feelings.

Finding True love???
where and since when?
In your school days…how many times u liked your own class mate but afraid of expressing your love.
In your college days ,,u liked the girl of your batch..unfortunately as u did not say anything to her.she became your best friend’s girlfriend. delinquent even now???
U will hardly find a true love around…but that doesn’t mean it does not exist….
when u find some one with whom u can share your life…dont let that person go..just go and say..
three little heaven bought words..and your life will be changed.

When you say nothing at all..

Its amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you dont say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
Theres a truth in your eyes saying youll never leave me
The touch of your hand says youll catch me when ever I fall
You say it best..when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd (the crowd)
Try as they may they can never define
Whats been said between your heart and mine

you say it best when you say nothing at all

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Lets me know that you need me..

A lovely heart touching song by Ronan Keating.

Aghast? why not..ROHIT AGARWAL has arrived.

1.first class—>MISSED

2.second class—->MISSED

Thank god…i  had already asked  veeru for proxy . So finally woke up at 2 pm . At 3 we had OOM’s lab. Terrific!!! Rohit agarwal is our subject teacher .I don’t remember when did he laugh for the last time. They say that he is dipsomaniac and a chain smoker which can be judged by the marks left on his right hand by the cigarettes (I have seen it …believe me). He never smiles ..he is never distracted …always busy in his own work. But when it comes to screw students he is a consummate in this field. I dont know what is wrong with this guy…(may be his wife does not fulfill his sexual needs or she must be a virago). Last semester out of 63 students more than 30 students got D grade in his lab exam.

Today we had OOM’s lab and seriously our team had no idea how to fool that martinet. He always wants  a stiff and firm presentation about “CLASSES” and their implimentation. Man!!! we were screwed at the time when he started probing into the details of of our last week work. (Infact our matter was frivolous ) )..Joker came in his claw unfortunately!!! He fucked him them moved towards the leader —vidya..he somehow handled the situation..   After  this so called “endless” presentation ….we got relief from that big fucker.

Synopsis submission..!

I woke up at 10 am snoozing every 10 minutes of my mobile watch..just to catch a  lovely sleep every time.  This is the special time in everyone’s life which you would try to grab in your fist and would never let it pass . Ohhh gosh…suddenly a flash occurred in my mind ,its the last day of submitting the project assignment to the project guide…oh man i am screwed . My co worker kushal lal was still asleep and why would he bother when he has got such a indefatigable member in his team..who never complains , but this time i m not going to endure this agony and i went straight to his room banging his door madly. As usual he opened the door late and i almost lost my control. He was too skeptical about the situation so he handled it by saying that it would be ready by 3 pm before lab timings. This made me a little relief ,So i departed from there without saying anything for classes.

I always keep a backup of those things which i think are important. I had already made the synopsis a day before because i had no faith on kushal. Ultimately the synopsis which i made helped me. I went to our mentor DR PAVAN CHAKRABORTY who finally signed the synopsis . Now the only thing which  left was the submission of our synopsis to HOD(HEAD OF DEPARTMENT). I gave this task of submission to kushal ,so that he could do atleast this little work. So he did.

We are pakistanis says syed geelani… (Hurriyat chairman)

Hardline separatist leader Syed Ali Shah Geelani on Monday demanded the merger of Jammu and Kashmir with Pakistan, as leaders of the moderate Hurriyat faction spoke about independence and a dialogue over the state.

Addressing a mammoth gathering at the tourist reception centre here, Gillani said there was “no solution to the Kashmir issue other than merger with Pakistan”.

“We are Pakistanis and Pakistan is us because we are tied with the country through Islam,” he roared, as the crowd cheered him and chanted: “Hum Pakistani hain, Pakistan hamara hai” (We are Pakistanis, Pakistan is ours).

Srinagar streets on Monday danced to the tune of ‘‘jeeve jeeve Pakistan” as frenzied youth chanted ‘‘teri jaan meri jaan, Pakistan, Pakistan” and the Polo Ground resonated to the rhythm of ‘‘teri mandi, meri mandi, Rawalpindi, Rawalpindi”.

But then came the twist. Giddy by the success of bringing secession back on the agenda, Geelani committed the indiscretion of coronating himself as the leader of the ‘azadi’ flock.
Quite a bungle it was. The boast pricked the sensitive egos of the rest in the secessionist choir and the rift became visible within no time, perhaps creating an opening for the government to try and salvage its chestnuts out of the fire. Geelani’s unilateralism left the likes of Mirwaiz Umer Farooq, Yasin Malik and Shabbir Shah miffed and they left the scene without submitting the memorandum to the UN Military Observer’s office, for which the march was called in the first place

Love actually is….

Dear diary…

I wonder sometimes…that in today’s world everyone has a different perspective …..for some of the people world is full of capricious people , full of greed ,minions, infidels …no hope… no fructification of good deeds. But my thoughts are different…if you want to seek love…..just look around you …like in airport.  The passengers who after traveling overseas and crossing thousand of miles  get to meet their kins after such a long period of time…do they posses any antipathy or hostility in their hearts ..by any means ..no!!.not at all.

love is actually …”uncertain”. You may sometimes never get an idea that the person with whom you talk daily..or perhaps work with is like the whole world to you.

Neophyte to a blog…!

Yeah ..guessed right ! Its my first blog..more like a personal diary to me. there is no one in my life who knows everything about me , but since  i have chosen u to be my life long true friend…i will be much overt to u. Everyone has secrets in his or her life ….some clandestine affairs..some hidden truths …some bitter realities …but all of them are not revealed to anyone..never thought why  are we  afraid of being articulate..may be  because we think we will loose something or “someone“. Same situation arises with me too.

I had many -2 friends in my school days..but they were just like flash in the pan…now they are busy in their life …and I m busy in mine. joined  college 2 years back…there are students who burn their candle at both ends but I m an average student with lots of B’s in my grade.  My college friends says I m very much amiable..and I think too that I m bit extrovert..god knows what factor will help me in placements…my ability to adapt myself to the situation or my dreadful grades.

Its been 2 years in college and I haven’t achieved my niche in academic world. I m just a simple guy who is notable when it comes to dance or liveliness . May be I can live with that!!!

B POSITIVE...LIFE WILL SOMEDAY LOOK UPON U